When I wonder if I am?

I remember what it felt like
I miss the story I told myself.

I miss you, but I don't want to say it.
I want to make us a warm place
And not something I want to run away from;

Why are you so difficult to figure out.
Why am I so angry.

I'll fix my telephone today, I can't recieve calls.

How can I fix this?
"Some things are easier to mend than others"

I want to come closer
I wish you'd let me in.
Am I going about it the wrong way?

I'd rather see your sunrise

There's a war inside me.